Dreams Within Dreams

Last night, as is typical, I had multiple dreams. Three of those dreams I can distinctly remember. The final one was something I've not experienced before. In it I was in a log cabin by a mountain lake with several other people. We were sitting in a room discussing two movies we'd just watched. The two movies we were discussing were the other two dreams I was able to recall!

I've had dreams within dreams before, such as waking from a dream only to discover I'm still in another dream. Never before have dreams been a part of another dream in this way. Dreams within dreams fascinate me. I think the secondary dream is myself reaching a deeper layer of my unconscious mind. 

Dreams within dreams. Layers upon layers. It's all fascinating to ponder and explore.

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On the Seaside Cliff

In a recent flash of an image dream (what I call a "snippet dream," one that isn't a full dream, but a quick image) during a short nap I was standing on a seaside cliff. I had a full head of blonde hair, my beard was fuller, and I was wearing a white cable-knit sweater. The breeze was cool and salty and the grass beneath my feet was reedy. I stood and looked across the bay to a small island. My sense was that I was somewhere in the British Isles, Ireland perhaps. The sense of things was an overwhelming calm and centerdness. 

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Dunes, Broken Spheres, and Golden Woodcuts

From Monday; 9 January 2023

I was standing in the desert on a tall dune. It wasn't nighttime, and yet it wasn't daytime either. Just a strange illumination somewhere in between. The sand was a very light, yet rich, tan color. I could see the mountains in the distance and they were a dark chocolate color, extremely craggy and sharp. Above me were thin, wispy, bleach white cirrus clouds. The blue sky seemed to be like a low-hanging ceiling, and was so vast and expansive and I could easily see its curvature.

A woman appeared beside me and the sky began to rotate overhead. She pointed to one area coming over the horizon and it was a round, craggy break in the sky as if someone took a hammer and shattered a hole in it. Through that craggy opening I could see what was beyond the boundary of the sky-ceiling. It was an even deeper blue sky, almost cerulean. My impression was that this was a sphere outside the sphere I was in and it was rotating independently of mine. In it (on it?) were painted stars, planets, moons, and other celestial bodies. The style was that of vintage woodcuts or illustrations, much like the kind in the image above. The heavenly bodies were shimmering as if they were drawn or painted with gold. As that rotated by, other craggy holes rotated past in my sky-ceiling with similar things to see through them, all in that shimmering gold in the same deep, cerulean blue sky.

The woman never said anything but pointed to each opening as it rolled past. My sense was that she was showing me the "more" of the situation or place and my awe and wonder was overwhelming. She was making me see there was more to what is going on. More than what we can perceive or that we allow ourselves to be aware of. If we just look a bit beyond our range we can see and understand so much more.

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Mayan Alphabet

From Monday; 31 July 2023

Last night I dreamed that I was out in nature away from all light pollution and the sky was bursting with stars. Some started to swirl and create a formation. They turned out not to be stars but weren't alien spacecraft either. I don't know how I knew it, but I just "felt" it. I quickly pulled out my phone and got excellent video of them. As I filmed they started taking a different shape. They had taken a shape similar to a complex Mayan alphabet shape such as the ones I've attached below.

The High School Janitor and The Lost Keys

Last night I had a dream that I was in high school and me and several other boys hid the keys of the mean janitor at the school. As he was coming down the hall yelling and looking for us all the other boys were scatttering for various places to hide (empty rooms, lockers, broom closets, etc) I somehow managed to become invisible. I watched the janitor walk by me and begin checking various locations to find the others. He tried doors that were locked. Of course he couldn't open those locked doors because he didn't have his keys. He used his broom to raise the hanging ceiling tiles to see if anyone was hiding above. As he raised one tile I could see up into the ceiling and it was like an attic with boxes of various sizes. The boxes all had labels but I couldn't make out what they said. He eventually started looking in a very dark and dusty unused storage room that felt like an abandoned basement. At one end was a gigantic ramp that led to two doors that swung open in opposite direction to reveal a large entryway that the ramp went right up to. He opened the doors and the view was of a large, sunny, very green football field. 

I slid down the ramp and ran for my classroom, knocking on all the hiding places telling the others to come out. Back in our classroom our teacher came in. He was dressed as a scout troop leader would be dressed; green shirt and shorts, a large forest ranger's hat, yellow socks, and hiking boots. He wore round-framed glasses and seemed to be a kind and happy person. Sitting down in my seat I became visible again. About that time the janitor burst in yelling at the teacher that he knew "these boys have something to do with my missing keys!" We all faked surprise and the teacher smiled at the janitor telling him we'd been here in class the entire time, so it couldn't possibly be us. The janitor stared at us for a moment then turned and huffed out of the room. The teacher gave us a knowing grin and continued on with the day's lesson. 

Dreams of My Mother

It's extremely rare that my dreams contain anyone I know. Most times the people in my dreams are people I don't know. People made up by my unconscious? People my brain noticed on the street and cataloged away? Who knows. 

That said for the past week I've been having dreams that my mother is in. In each there's always some conflict. It's usually me disobeying some request or rule of hers. In each she's always disappointed in me for my disobedience or I've hurt her in some way as a person. Each dream always resolves itself with me apologizing and my apology being accepted. Each one always brings me to a deeper understanding and empathy for her. In May of next year my mother will have been gone for eight years. I can't help but believe that my Mother Dreams are in part me working out my unresolved issues with her. In the past few years I've said I wish I knew then about my mother what I know now. I wish I could've had the empathy skills I have now so I could've helped her. I believe these dreams are my unconsciousness's way of helping me find resolution and doing just that. 

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